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Ryukun4713

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Hello, this is my first post so...yeah.

My first post will be about...stuff. First, this...Deviantart place is rather cool,when you exclude annoying premium part. I could search pictures for eternity and I would not run out of them.

Now, next thing. I will not,I repeat, I will not draw! Excluding those already uploaded. There are few reasons why.

1:I can't draw for shit! while comparing my drawings to other's around here and even just looking at my drawings,I say they are terrible. They are ugly,disfigured piece of crap that's created from my emotions, sadly my skills do not comprehend with that causing me to create most terrible pictures ever. Also they are mostly just cheap "copies" so...yeah.

2:I cannot...I hate this but...I cannot take critique...at all. I know people should be take critique as every artist and human does,but I can't. I am constantly reminded by critique how bad I am at drawing,destroying my enthusiasm not for drawing, but life and everything else as well. I...I know I am a failure,that I cannot succeed in anything, so, mainly,if I don't draw, no one can't critique and remind me of how bad I am at drawing...

so yeah...just wanted to get this off my chest......
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